Let's talk about...

Today I have nothing to talk about. After so much time of having my mind full of worries, topics, issues, to-do lists and all kind of stuffs, today, my mind is pretty much blank, and the thing is, I am not even worried about it, actually, I am glad I have nothing to talk about...

Wait, maybe I do have something to talk about: the reason why I am in such a peaceful state of mind. Sometimes I believe I create my own troubles, in my mind they swim and jump, they sleep and rest but sometimes they make so much noise they really bother me. And that's what I just did, I started to look for the wrong in a place where everything seemed right, because to me, it seemed so perfect that it had to be something wrong about it! I had to go ahead and create some drama!

And there you were, telling me without words that things were just fine and that maybe I should let myself go and enjoy what was happening. You were giving me reasons to believe, reasons to be happy, to trust, to let go, to close my eyes and peacefully lie in your embrace.

And suddenly, it got to me! I was being an idiot for trying to wrong the right. I was being an idiot for not taking a chance when I was given every reason to take it, furthermore, I was given the ways to take my chance and be happy with it. That's when I stopped thinking and wondering and considering, that's when I started loving.