martes, 31 de julio de 2012

Start

It's official, I have taken the first steps to what will become my freedom. It's not easy, but it isn't that terrible either. It's sad, and it's overwhelming at times, but it's worth it! I wish I could turn back time, that way I wouldn't have to deal with this but life is always full of surprises.

I don't know how to face this really, I mean, maybe I am supposed to have a different reaction, but all I have in my mind and heart is this strong desire of being free, of going back to what I was, what I had. I guess I am not done being selfish yet.

There might be hope for love, just a little...if and only if the right man comes around...

lunes, 30 de julio de 2012

Restart

Algunas cosas terminan, apenas 4 meses. Debi saberlo, debi entenderlo. Estaba frente a mis narices todo este tiempo, pero yo, la eterna romantica que soy ( o que era?) pense que todo saldria bien, que todo funcionaria. Hoy se que las cosas no son nunca como uno las planea y que soy solo una terca estupida al ignorar mis propios instintos.

Ahora, en medio del desastre, me toca recoger las piezas y empezar de nuevo...