El miedo? Lo deje en la gaveta!

Vengo a ritmo de reggaeton, inspirada en los dulcisimos versos de una cancion muy popular, hoy vengo a decir que el miedo lo deje en la gaveta. Es que yo soy asi, temeraria en cuanto al amor se trata, no tengo miedo a enamorarme, aunque a estas alturas deberia mostrar un poco mas de temor. En fin, que yo sabia a lo que iba cuando me di cuenta de que me estaba enamorando: yo sabia que corria un riesgo, y tambien sabia que, en nombre del amor, podria tener que realizar ciertos sacrificios, incluso a cambiar mi vida. Pero y que? 'porta a mi! Yo quiero sin peros y sin obstaculos, si hay peros y lamentos entonces no es amor.

Con lo que yo no contaba era con tu cautela al actuar. Con tus miedos y ponderaciones. Tus proyectos a futuro y tus calculos. Yo no contaba con tu miedo ni tus peros. Y he ahi mi error, pero aprendi mi leccion, en el futuro seguire amando sin reservas ni miedo pero dejare que el amor llegue a mi de una manera cierta, y solo cuando tenga la firme certeza de que mi amor es correspondido con la misma pasion y temeridad que el mio, solo asi, me entregare del todo y dare rienda suelta a la locura del amor.

Por lo pronto, un poco de capa caida, hombros tumbao's y arrastre de pies, pero por poco tiempo, pues la vida solo es una y hay que disfrutarla y vivirla felizmente. Ahora me retiro, puesto que tengo que ir a la gaveta a guardar alli a la tristeza, para que le haga compania al miedo.

You are big!!!

Dear Omar:

Today I saw you with new eyes. Not that I didn't know you were awesome, I just didn't know how much. Ever since I met you I knew you were special, that way of carrying yourself around, being nice and sweet and tough at the same time. I could tell you were smart and even wise, in a very particular way that I could not explain.

Today, were others saw anger you saw the truth, you saw the sadness. I guess you could hear it in my voice and see it in my eyes. To some people it's just hard to decipher me, some even think I am sad or angry when I am just normal and serious (I guess I must have looked really terrible today), but the thing is that you noticed it and you came up to me as an old friend does and you made me talk when, to tell you the truth, I really didn't want to get into details with anyone.

You played a trick on me. At first I didn't know where were you headed with that "trying to guess the song in my mind" thing, you got me there, but then I understood and you are right. It's a life lesson that I had learnt before but the way you put it, the way you tried to get me to understand...you blew my mind. You are right, no one will ever change what I have up there, even if deep down I wish to believe that things are not what they look like, that things are not what they seem to me or that maybe I am wrong, truth is, that if I am already convinced of something, there's nothing that will change it, no trick will change my mind.

Dear Omar, in my eyes, you are big, you did so little and so much with your words. Now, things are not that easy for me, it's hard to do it, it's easier said than done but you are right in everything you said, "I might glue it, but it will still look funky" and I cherish the fact that you took the time to help me, at that moment you showed you cared and that touched me. A big hug and a kiss is not enough, but all this might be...

THANKS!!!